I don't know where to begin, what to say, what to think, and so I'm writing whatever comes up at the moment.

This journey has really been different, far different from the past 20 years of my life. I cannot find words to articulate it, but I know it's different. Maybe because it's an awakening, it's new, it's radical that the ego has not caught up yet. Living simply. Understanding and knowledge. Self expression. (and the other 2 that slipped my mind)

Life is becoming so real. No longer a fairy land, no longer just about my studies, my friends, my career, No longer about concepts and theories. I am alive, and walking the peaks and valleys of life, moving through the rhythm of this cosmic plane. I am so alive, that I enjoy my fears, and I enjoy my pain. I am so alive that I think not of being right, but of being in honour and contribution. I am so alive that I know I'm in a journey, and I'm patient with in. I am so alive that if I die this moment, so be it.

If I may even attempt to explain what's going on, it's because I'm standing beside giants. I'm walking alongside people who have seen the light, and are breaking free from the jail that our society has put us in, and who has decided the only way to live is - deliberately.

Fear gripped. But I've come to a point where I worry not of what happens in the future, .





I don't know. I really know nothing about this world at all.